Another Bummed Out Day in Delaware!!!

I am very upset and down and out yet again today.

First off last night I didn't sleep well because I was up all night with muscle cramps in both my legs. They were so severe that I fell out of the bed trying to get them to stop cramping up. I am taking Potassium pills and Vitamin E everyday. I am eating vegetables and very light salt here and there but I am still getting the leg cramps. Well, that started my day off.

Than my stepfather was calling and calling me on the phone all morning wanting me to get up. Well, I didn't feel good because of being up all night so I didn't want to get up but he kept calling me. So, finally I got up at around 1pm today. I know I am so bad but what can you do if you don't get to sleep after 5am in the morning with all the cramps.

Anyway, when I got up I heard the phone ringing this morning but I just let it go to the answering machine well, because I did the lady that was trying to help us to get a mortgage gets someone else to call and tell us that there isn't anyway they can help us out. She leads us on about my mom and boyfriend coming in last Friday to sign paper work and because I told her on her answering machine on Monday that we needed to get things done within 1 months time. So, today I get a call not from her but someone else telling me that there isn't anyway they can help us out. What gets me is that they tell you one thing and because you ask them to help you to get all this done in 1 month or so they are like oh no we can't help you now. What the heck is going on there?? It doesn't make any sense to me.

Than it seems like so much is going on and on in our lives besides having to move. I can't believe what everyone wants from us and everyone is awhere of us having to move and no one wants to help us out but they want us to help them out with money and food and stuff and we have to have money to move. I just don't know what to do anymore. Do you say "NO" to them or do you help them out and than don't get any help in return and just keep giving out?

Rob had off today but he had to go to work to get them to straighten out his paycheck because they didn't put in for his sick time and we really need it because he had vacation time he had to use during his sickness. Thank goodness he had vacation time so he didn't lose any money. I don't know what we would have done if he didn't have any vacation time. We would not be eating or able to have any supplies for bathroom(toilet paper, shampoo, and soap). It is really hard with him being the soul provider in the family. Than he got bills from the doctor and imagining place that did xrays when he was sick. But he shouldn't got them because he has Coventry and some other insurance and it is suppose to be paying over 100% of his bills. So, he had to take that in as well. They said it has all ready been paid and don't know why they are sending him any bills. So, hopefully that will be worked out.

Well, I guess it is getting late and all so I guess I will sign off for now but you all take care and talk to you again tomorrow okay. I will be sure that I sign on to talk to you all more tomorrow okay. Love you all and many hugs and blessings!!! God bless you all! KAT :OD

Still ALIVE and sorry for not writing sooner!!!

Well, it has been a very long time since I wrote last. I am still ALIVE to say the least. I have been super sick with Bronchitis and Pneumonia and I thought at one time or another they were going to have to call the ambulance on me and take me to the hospital. I am lucky that I didn't have to go there, but my uncle (he lives with us) had to go 2 times. Once in the end of February he was hospitalized with Pneumonia and Renal Failure and than again on March 3, 2009 for seizures and renal failure and his blood sugar levels dropping down below 40.

So, needless to say there has not been a good time in this house. My stepfather is very ill and now he has cut his leg open (back left) and it is really bad cut and it is leaking fluid like my leg does but mine is my right leg.

Now on Monday March 23, 2009 my mom goes to finally have her breast check again to see if the mass in there is cancerous or benign. Which I hope and pray it is benign. I don't know what I would do if it was cancerous. We have been waiting over 6 months to have this rechecked because Medicaid would not pay for it because it had not been over 6 months. So, we are hoping it is the fiber cysts she had before but gone down deeper. So, if you all believe in prayers will you please say a prayer for my mom Geraldine aka Gerry. I really do appreciate it because I (we) all depend on her so much and don't know what we would do without her.

Well, I guess I am going to go for now but I am hoping to be back tomorrow to update you all more as to what is going on. I am hurting really bad today and it is killing me to sit here to type. I am sorry. Please take care and talk to you soon. God bless and many hugs and lots of love, KAT :OD

Sorry have been ill

Hello and Good Evening Everyone!!!

Well, I am not 100% but I am here to let you all know what is going on with me and where I have been. Well, first off I have been really sick with a head/chest cold mostly a chest cold because of me being on oxygen. I could not breathe and I hate this stuff being so sick. Than I got a stomach bug on top of that too.

I am not going to be on for a few more days until I can get better so if you don't hear from me in a while it is because I am still sick. Everyone here is sick even my hubby is sick. Hopefully everyone will be getting better soon. You all take care and sorry I don't have a tag to show you that is new so I will be showing off something old okay. Take care and talk to you soon. God bless you all and thanks for all the "Get Well" wishes and all the concerns. Love you all!!!! Many hugs and love, KAT :OD