WOW lets see I can't believe its been since July 2009 since I have posted anything at all. I am TOTALLY SORRY everyone!!!!
It has been a long drawn out process of getting moved into a NEW HOUSE, going through so much with my uncle and my parents and with hubby.
I didn't realize until yesterday (Sunday, March 8, 2010) just how much and how long it has been since I been on the blog and wrote anything. If it was not for a reader named Deb that Googled my name just to find my phone number and all and called me on the phone to see how I was doing I would have NEVER probably come back online for a while. I really NEVER thought someone would actually look me up and call me to find out just how I was doing because I have not had time to write on my blog. LOL! It really touched my heart more than ANYONE will every know or I can explain.
*****DEB*****You know who you are .... Thanks a million to for having such a BIG HEART and caring so much to take that EXTRA MILE to put your feelings out there and calling on me to just to see how I was doing. That truly touched me more than I can ever EXPRESS in a Million years.
WOW I am totally amazed at life in general. What have I been doing since July 2009 are probably asking. Lets see if I can make this into a short story and NOT a long book LOL!!!!
We finally got moved into a NEW place in Sept. 2009. After 7 months of going around with the NEW Mortgage company that we bought our NEW place with we finally finalized the settlement on the new place on January 2010.
Lets see my uncle whom still lives with us has had to go on Dialysis for his kidneys and he has been going down hill since they started that. He has lost 50 lbs in less than 6 months of starting the dialysis and his blood sugar & insulin levels have been going up and down so much. He has been so ill and in and out of the hospital so much that he just feels like giving up on life in GENERAL and we all try to help him to not give up. He can't hardly walk anymore and is going to have to start to use a walker because he has nerve damage from the diabetes in his left leg where they took the vein out of that leg when he had open heart back in 2006 I think that is when he had it. He had a 5 artery bypass than and they took veins from that leg to do the bypass. So he is NOT well at all and NEEDS so many prayers. His name is George. Please if you can pray for him everyday. I love him so much like my own father and I wish I could just take all the pain away from him.
Rob (hubby) has been sick off and on with bronchitis and pneumonia and has been diagnosed with starting of COPD and hopefully the inhalers he is on will help him and that the NEW meds they put him on for his anxieties and bipolar and smoking will help him to over come everything and will stop the COPD from getting any worse. He was born early in life and he had bad lungs from the start but his family still let him to begin to smoke early in life and I just pray every day that he can get the strength to go on and be able to stop smoking and that way he will be able to have a healthier and better life with me and my family.
Mom & Stepfather are doing okay but they have their good days and bad days but that is expected in life. My mom's back is bothering her but she don't care she keeps going on and on and taking care of everyone but herself. She is always taking care of her brother(Uncle George) and always taking care of my stepfather and me when Rob is not able to be here with me.
My real father and my stepmother are NO Longer together as of the first of January 2010. I just don't think my dad can handle any illnesses and all and I think that is why he left but he said it was other things but I know better. Will not get into that as of right now as that is a long story in itself LOL!
My grandma and her new husband are now living with us on our NEW Property as we have over 4.5 acres and if it was not for them we would not have the NEW property. I am very thankful for them and they are going to be living in their own home on the property but they are going to be helping me and my stepfather out to get better with our health's. We are going on a life change with our weights and eating habits. It is totally HARD but we have to do something because I want to LIVE and NOT DIE.
I am finally not depressed as much as I was before and I am very THANKFUL for everything I have each and everyday. I am very thankful for all my FRIENDS I have online and my family that is there supporting me in town here. I don't but 1 friend locally and I don't get to see him at all much and I thought he was a big brother to me but he is too busy with his life and so all I have is my ONLINE life and friends and family on there. LOL!!!
Thank you all again for taking the time to read all this and I will be posting some pictures of the NEW places one day this week and I would like to post some pics of all the SNOW we got this year WOW I can't believe how much SNOW we did get. LOL! SO much so fast and stayed so long LOL!
Well, take care and talk to you all again!!!! Thanks again DEB this post is for YOU!!!! God bless and many hugs and lots of love, KAT :D
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Thinking about everyone & missing you all!
Well, I am would first like to say "SORRY" for not posting in almost a month now. I know I have been really bad and all and I know I should be posting everyday. But with all that has been going on in my life somedays I don't know if I am actually here at all. LOL!
Well, I hope everyone had a great CHRISTMAS and that everything worked out the best for you all. I am going to go ahead and wish you all a very "HAPPY" new year and hope all goes well with you for 2009. I hope it will be a lot better than 2008 was for us all.
Everyone has been having a lot of downs and maybe with the "NEW" president and the "NEW" year coming in everything will be for the "BEST" and everything will turn around but than again we don't know until it happens do we.
Would love to hear about some of your holiday stories. I will have to see if I can find the time to go through and read everyone's journals, but until I can get the house situation straight I don't have time for anything right now. I don't know what we are going to do. I am working with some ladies and hopefully something will come up and figure its way out for us all. Please keep us all in your prayers and I always do for you each and everyone of you in mine.
Well it is OFFICAL my grandmother's Divorce was finalized before Christmas and she has left yet again to go to Florida. It was finalized the Saturday before Christmas. I felt so sorry for my stepfather and his stepfather. He come over at Christmas time (Step-Grandfather) and he was so sad and he signed his Christmas card to my stepfather from your Ex-Dad. Which really upset my stepfather. So, things were really depressing during the holidays. Than the day after Christmas we had to say "GOODBYE" yet again to my Grandmom (well actually she is not my grandmom but I call her my grandmom, she is only my grandmom from my stepfather). She left to go to Florida like I said and she is going to be remarrying within the next month or so. I don't know when yet but I am sure I will find out and when I do I will let you all know.
We had seen her the day before Christmas Eve and that was really hard because I got really upset and than I had to see her again the day after Christmas and that was really hard and I just had to put a hard front up because if I get myself too upset I will make myself sick due to my illness and all I have been doing is crying and crying since I have had to see her. I only seen her to be here for my stepfather and if it was not for him I would have not seen her because I just get so upset over this whole thing because it is not right and it is disguising to me and I think she has done wrong. I love her like she is my very own grandmother by blood but we are not but it still hurts. I am a very emotional type of person and I get attached to people really easily which is really hard on me. LOL!
The last time I had wrote my stepmom's nephew was shot well he signed himself out of the hospital and all and we think that was because we think it was something to do with drugs and all but can't prove it. But he is doing better I guess because no one has called her to let my stepmom know how he is doing so we don't know.
My stepmom is doing good and she had a really great Christmas and that was thanks to us all here who chipped in on a cheap laptop computer because she has brain tumor and don't know how long she will be with us and that is the ONLY thing she had wanted and NO ONE would get it for her. So, we all chipped in on it and got it for her and boy was she so SURPRISED. That really made my day to be able to get that for her and surprise her for once. LOL!
Well, I guess that is all for now and I will try to come back later or tomorrow okay. I have a lot of emails and other stuff to do. Also, New Year's Eve is my mom and stepfather's Anniversary they will be together 18 yrs too. So, I don't know if I will be online until after the first of the new year okay. Hubby has to work tomorrow night and I don't know if he will be home in time to be here at midnight. We didn't spend last year together either but we have been together yet another year and that makes 18 yrs for us too as of Dec. 16th. SO, who know what this year will bring.
Well, I wish the best for you and your family as always and please take care and remember to live today at your fullest because you never know what tomorrow may bring. Also, always remember to tell that special someone in your life how much they mean to you and how much you care about them. Always tell them that you love them and that you mean it. Don't be mad at anyone because being mad is wrong and God will make things right and madness is not good. God bless you all and may you all have a blessed new year. Many hugs and lots of love always, KAT :OD
Well, I hope everyone had a great CHRISTMAS and that everything worked out the best for you all. I am going to go ahead and wish you all a very "HAPPY" new year and hope all goes well with you for 2009. I hope it will be a lot better than 2008 was for us all.
Everyone has been having a lot of downs and maybe with the "NEW" president and the "NEW" year coming in everything will be for the "BEST" and everything will turn around but than again we don't know until it happens do we.
Would love to hear about some of your holiday stories. I will have to see if I can find the time to go through and read everyone's journals, but until I can get the house situation straight I don't have time for anything right now. I don't know what we are going to do. I am working with some ladies and hopefully something will come up and figure its way out for us all. Please keep us all in your prayers and I always do for you each and everyone of you in mine.
Well it is OFFICAL my grandmother's Divorce was finalized before Christmas and she has left yet again to go to Florida. It was finalized the Saturday before Christmas. I felt so sorry for my stepfather and his stepfather. He come over at Christmas time (Step-Grandfather) and he was so sad and he signed his Christmas card to my stepfather from your Ex-Dad. Which really upset my stepfather. So, things were really depressing during the holidays. Than the day after Christmas we had to say "GOODBYE" yet again to my Grandmom (well actually she is not my grandmom but I call her my grandmom, she is only my grandmom from my stepfather). She left to go to Florida like I said and she is going to be remarrying within the next month or so. I don't know when yet but I am sure I will find out and when I do I will let you all know.
We had seen her the day before Christmas Eve and that was really hard because I got really upset and than I had to see her again the day after Christmas and that was really hard and I just had to put a hard front up because if I get myself too upset I will make myself sick due to my illness and all I have been doing is crying and crying since I have had to see her. I only seen her to be here for my stepfather and if it was not for him I would have not seen her because I just get so upset over this whole thing because it is not right and it is disguising to me and I think she has done wrong. I love her like she is my very own grandmother by blood but we are not but it still hurts. I am a very emotional type of person and I get attached to people really easily which is really hard on me. LOL!
The last time I had wrote my stepmom's nephew was shot well he signed himself out of the hospital and all and we think that was because we think it was something to do with drugs and all but can't prove it. But he is doing better I guess because no one has called her to let my stepmom know how he is doing so we don't know.
My stepmom is doing good and she had a really great Christmas and that was thanks to us all here who chipped in on a cheap laptop computer because she has brain tumor and don't know how long she will be with us and that is the ONLY thing she had wanted and NO ONE would get it for her. So, we all chipped in on it and got it for her and boy was she so SURPRISED. That really made my day to be able to get that for her and surprise her for once. LOL!
Well, I guess that is all for now and I will try to come back later or tomorrow okay. I have a lot of emails and other stuff to do. Also, New Year's Eve is my mom and stepfather's Anniversary they will be together 18 yrs too. So, I don't know if I will be online until after the first of the new year okay. Hubby has to work tomorrow night and I don't know if he will be home in time to be here at midnight. We didn't spend last year together either but we have been together yet another year and that makes 18 yrs for us too as of Dec. 16th. SO, who know what this year will bring.
Well, I wish the best for you and your family as always and please take care and remember to live today at your fullest because you never know what tomorrow may bring. Also, always remember to tell that special someone in your life how much they mean to you and how much you care about them. Always tell them that you love them and that you mean it. Don't be mad at anyone because being mad is wrong and God will make things right and madness is not good. God bless you all and may you all have a blessed new year. Many hugs and lots of love always, KAT :OD
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
WOW!! I am so happy & excited!!!
Emmi from LiLA told me she made this for me and so I want to give her credit!!! Thank you Emmi because I just love this TAG!!!WOW!!! You all truly have made my day today by joining my blog. I really do know now who all are my friends and who will be there to help me if I am down and out. This really means so much from my heart that you did this.
If you all will please take a few minutes today before you go to bed. Please go and give your loved one or your child a hug and a kiss and tell them how much you love them and how much they mean to you. Because for you never know what tomorrow may bring. As I want to send to you all my (((LOVE))) and my (((HUGS))) and my (((KISSES))) and my (((SUPPORT))) and all my (((PRAYERS))) go out to you and all your families. You really do know how much you all mean to me and you will always be in my heart forever!!!!
Also, if you will say a Prayer for my Stepmother Linda Miller tonight she goes in at 8am in the morning to the hospital and the surgery is at 10am and they should be done by 1pm and as soon as I know anything I will let you all know. I will do a post here okay. Please let this work out for her because she is really scared and they said that it could disfigure her face if it is not done right. So, please make sure that doesn't happen too.
Well, I have some mail to check and all before I go to bed tonight and hopefully you all will have a great and blessed evening!!! Know I am always here for everyone and take care of yourselves. Take care and talk to you soon. Have a great Thursday!!!
Many hugs and love, KAT :OD
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