Monday, July 20, 2009

Very Depressed - So many ups lately - Sorry!!!

Sorry I have not been around much lately there is so much drama in my life lately.

First my uncle (whom lives with me) has been in and out of the hospital again this month like 3 times and he almost died all them times. His blood sugar dropped to only 23 one time and 34 other and than his blood pressure dropped to 95/56 and pulse was only 60 the third time. He is suppose to be getting his body ready for dialysis and it seems like his body is not getting ready. He has had a horrible time because now he is sick with some kind of cold and has a horrible cough and is congested but the hospital is saying it is not pneumonia or bronchitis.

Than my stepfather was hospitalized last Monday, July 13, 2009 with chest pains and they thought he was having a heart attack because he has had 2 of them in the past when he was only 16 yrs old and 17 yrs old. So, they kept him until late Thursday, July 16, 2009. They couldn't find anything wrong with his heart or anything else and so they are ruling it severe panic attacks and gasterial infection.

Than yesterday stepfather's nephew was playing football and two guys collided with him and they slammed him down. So, he had to end up to the hospital because he couldn't see or breathe and they found out he has a punch hole in his lung and an air bubble by his heart. They flew him to a very special hospital to try to get all this fixed. So, my stepfather is really upset over that. We don't know what is going to happen there.

Like my stepfather is suppose to have any stress right. Well, than today we finally got served papers from the courthouse but we don't know what they are all about. We know they have to do with the house but we don't know if they are saying my stepfather has to go to court on a certain date or if they are saying we have to be out by a certain date. So, we have to try to find a lawyer or something to help us out with all this.

Than we thought we had a mortgage company that was going to take us on to get another place and they said "Oh yeah you can get at least $120,000 to $150,000" and they sent everything to underwriters and it come back today. And guess what "WE WERE DENIED". So, now I just don't know what to do anymore. I am just so depressed and I am going through one thing after another. I just have so much on me I just don't know if I am coming or going anymore.

I have to try to call all this stuff in for my uncle who is living with us. My mom is not feeling good at all either and she is having to take care of my stepfather. He is not able to do things for himself right now. And than my mom has to clean and cook for the whole house. It is just so much on us and we just don't know anymore. My mom's health is not good she has to go and get her foot xray because they foot doctor said something is wrong with her foot and heel. It is called something like Tendinisis or something. I am sorry I can't spell it.

Well, I am sorry I have not been on the computer at all in the past week. I have over 1000's of emails to try to read and I don't know if I am going to be able to do that because I am just so depressed. I thought I would share with you all what is going on in my life. I know you all have hard times too. I just thought I would share because maybe someone is going through the same thing I am and we can chat about it. Thanks again for reading and I hope you all have a great and blessed day. God bless each and everyone on here. Know I love you all and even though we have not met in person my heart is out there with you all. Take care and talk to you soon. Many hugs and lots of love, KAT :o(

3 comments:

Missie said...

You do have a lot going on right now. I'll keep your family in my prayers!

Nancy said...

Kat I'm sorry to hear all this, I wish there was something I could do for you. It sounds like you will lose this house but please dont despair, you need to be looking for a place to rent right now. I have been in situations similar and sometimes you have to just let the thing that is being taken from you..go. Just let it go. And turn your attention to the next thing, which is finding a new place to be.

PurpleKatz said...

Thanks so much Nancy and Missie both for the prayers.

I have let the house go that we are at right now Nancy. We are trying to find something that will be ours and get a new mortgage and all because the places that are to rent are $1500 to $2000 a month and we can't afford that. We need to find something else that we can call ours and it is not that high on us. Plus with renting you can't have pets or you can't around here.

We are trying to move on but finding something that will accommodate 5 adults with 4 of them with disabilities is really hard. And I am in a wheelchair and the wheelchair is big because it is electric and it measures 36" wide. So, I have to find something that will accommodate that as well. It is not like we are not looking for a new place as we have found several new ones but they have mortgages on them and getting the mortgage is the hardest right now.

Thanks again for all your thoughts and I appreciate everything from the bottom of my heart. Take care and talk to you all soon. God bless and many hugs and lots of love, KAT :OD