Just sitting home on a Saturday Night (BORED)

Hello and Good Evening Everyone! How is everyone doing? I hope fine!

Well, there has been some really sad stuff happening in the news lately. I just can't believe that Michael Jackson is dead at only 50 yrs old. He was my idol back in the day when I was growing up. I have his Thriller Album and several books of him when I was younger and I still have them. I even had his Off The Wall Album as well. But everything is packed up right now.

Than we have Farrah Fawcett who passed away as well. It is unbelievable that they passed away only a few hours from each other. It is remarkable and very weird.

What has been going on in my life lately? Well, it is just boring like normal. Very painful like normal as well. My leg is getting worse with the pain. I just don't know what is causing it. I don't eat or drink anything that has caffeine in it. I try to stay away from anything that has Citric Acid in it because I have gout too. So, I don't know why or what is causing this pain. It is from my lower back to my foot on my right side. My leg isn't swelled up so that is a plus but it still hurts really bad. Even just to get up to walk to the bathroom is killing me so much.

My birthday was on Monday, June 22 and I just turned 35 yrs old. I can't believe it. It was not a good day at all. Rob had to work until after 8pm and than my real dad and his ex girlfriend/Stepmom (whom he lives with) showed up and they started a fight and only stayed for 1 hour and that was it. I can't believe that they can't come around without starting anymore. He only stayed here for Father's Day only 2 hours and normally he stays longer but he didn't. That is what started the fight with my stepmom and him. Because my dad told her I didn't want her here for Father's Day and that was not it. He said he didn't want her here because she starts all the time. And it was his day and he didn't want her to be here. So, I said to him it was up to him if he wanted to bring her and all but we did have enough for her to come for dinner. So, that started it and my mom still sent her a plate for dinner and than all heck went off. So, than on my birthday the next day after Father's Day they come over and brought their drama over here and I just didn't want that on my special day. So, my dad decided to leave. No one got me a gift for my birthday. They all give me money. I didn't get much as they all didn't have much this year. The only thing I got which was my very EARLY gift from Rob and that was a BlackBerry Storm because he had to update phones in May and he got it for only $100 because we had to upgrade and they had a special. That is a kewl gift. I try to use it as much as I can. LOL! I am learning it and learning it as I am not familiar with it too much this is the first type of phone I have had that had all these features. LOL!

Other than that everything else has been boring and lonely and depressing lately. I just haven't been in a very good mood. I just don't know maybe it is because we are having to move. We did get Pre-Approved for up to $120,000 but we are trying to see if we can get someone else on the mortgage to see if we can get a little bit more for the place that we have found. So, keep your fingers crossed for us.

Well, I guess I will let you all go for now and I will try to get back on later or tomorrow okay. Take care and know that I am thinking about all of you all the time. Talk to you soon. Many hugs and lots of love, KAT :OD

Unbelievable more bad luck...

I really do believe that someone has a curse or bad luck is just hoovering over us all. LOL!

Just yesterday we had to call the ambulance on my uncle in which whom lives with us. Some reason his blood sugar dropped to only 33 and it is suppose to be between 120-140 at all times. He is on insulin so it really dropped to fast and he was unconscious more less and in and out of it. Me and my mom got scared and didn't know what to do because he would not wake up so we could try to get his blood sugar reading and to help him to get something in him to eat and drink. So, we just called the ambulance again. This is the 4 time in the past 3 months or more that it has done this. I have told his primary care doctor and his diabetic doctor too. See they are saying that he is going to have to go on dialysis soon. I really am not looking forward to that. It is bad enough I have to make his insulin needles up for him everyday and he is on 4 of them a day. He can't do it for himself because he can't see good for one and than he would over dose himself because he did that before when he first started taking the insulin that is why I started to do them for him.

That is why I have not been online since the other day. Plus, I am trying to find a mortgage company that will not lie to us and tell us one thing and than go and do something else.

I appreciate all the prayers and thoughts that are being said for us. We all really need lots of prayers for everyone. That is why I pray for you all as well.

Well, Monday, June 22, 2009 I will be officially "35" yrs old and I feel like I have not accomplished anything in my life at all. I feel like that failure my real father always said I would be. I can't believe my birthday will be here so fast. I am not able to go and do anything and don't have any money to do anything even if I wanted too.

Well, I hope you all have a great "FATHER'S DAY" and hope that you get to spend it with your fathers. Take care of yourselves and hopefully I will be back online later or tomorrow okay. I know I will not be online at all Sunday or Monday unless I get lonely okay. Well, you all be good and know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers always and forever!!

God bless you all and many hugs and lots of love, KAT :OD